Cry 0ut L0ud to the morning Dawn(:

2012-01-26T01:07:00.002+08:00

Going to change blogskin soon but not so fast xD

2012-01-26T01:02:00.002+08:00

Today lesson only one hour.

Went sch at 10.30am but reach school at 11.15am.

My lesson suppose to ends at 12pm. But lecturer release earlier.

In the end the moment i step inside, is mark attendance. Lol.

After that i so hungry i went to mcdonald to eat.

Then Guo Hao come and find me to eat lo.

After that i reached home my mum wan to go my Grandma house.

Then i go there take red packets. Hahaha.

I like the only youth there.

I talk to my grandma and my Ah Yi's husband.

Cus the rest playing mahjong. Hahhaa.

After that i went to the hawker center there and eat with my relatives.

I sit at hawker center there then i saw a very familiar person.

I stare at him for a few sec then realise that is Pastor Zhuang !!!!

Hhaahahaha !!

I greeted him of course!! xD

Then travel back home. (:

2012-01-20T00:13:00.000+08:00

My number 340 post. Haha (:
I was too tired and lazy and busy to update ):

Thanks all for commenting and supporting (:

I think i should put more picture and also be creative.
My blog seems so plain..
Should change my blogskin too..

Alright, signing out from here (:

2012-01-17T00:39:00.001+08:00

Will update soon when i'm free :b

2012-01-17T00:38:00.001+08:00

Hello All, Chinese New Year is coming!
For those who haven't buy CNY things, faster go buy!

Next week is 初一 already! (:

红包，我来了。

2012-01-11T00:58:00.002+08:00

9 January 2012, Monday

Went to school as normal.

First lesson was Maths, wrote some thing on the paper.

It was a boring day though.

My friend didn't turn up for school today.

She said she was sick.

Went home after that. Was so tired.

Took circle line and i saw a cockroach on the uncle's bag.

I couldn't scream or do anything else.

I just stand there shock and look at the bag.

People never even realise there was a bug on the bag.

The uncle alight at Serangoon Station.

Whoa, scared the hell outta me.

Reached home and then sleep for 2 hours.

Woke up and watched 1 esp of City Hunter.

I like the songs and Lee Min Ho!

He's so handsome alright! :D

Went to bathe after that to sleep.

10 January 2012

Woke up at 11.ooam and prepare for 1.oopm lesson.

Went to the coffeeshop and had prata and teh tarik for $2.30.

Not bad heh (':

Went to school afterwards.

why recently, i feel my hair so dry one?

I don't like to use conditional. Make my head itchy only.

Saw Kim Hock at PayaLebar, but i didn't call him. Hahaa,

Then at Bishan, i saw Derrick, and then walk with him to school.

After that went to lesson. Mechanics and Automatic Control.

TOUGH.

Went to General Studies later on,

Got 1 so called Wannabe gangster in my class, super act one.

Want be gangster, don't come study larh,

Go join a gang after that fight larh.

Idiot.

dislike to the max.

Went to Bedok Point after lesson, bought some stationary.

Bought Taro Milk from Gong Cha,

Chicken Wings and Sotong Onstik from Old Chang Kee,

Mee Rebus from hawker center.

Eat so many things then i become fat )':

Must really go exercise someday )':

Reached home and watch TV and also write my Maths notes~

Whoa, Singapore is indeed a stressful lifestyle.

Everything also need to Chiong Chiong Chiong!

huat arh!

2012-01-08T00:18:00.002+08:00

Alright, now is already 8January2012, 12:20am.

The 8th day of the year.

Today, supposedly should be posting about 7January2012.

But it's alright.

Okei, on Friday which is on 6January2012,

i went to a friend house for steamboat dinner.

It's was a rush rush day for me then.

Morning i woke up, my mum kept nagging me.

She asked me why i never go to school.

I seriously don't know what I'm study all this while.

All about mechanics stuff.

People get A because he's too much stronger in that module than me.

You can't compare me to him.

I admit i never take studies seriously before.

But, at least i put in effort.

From Year One till now, no matter how hard i study,

compare to those who doesn't even bother to come school,

i still get the same stupid grades as them.

What is this!

Haiz, seriously don't know where i'm heading to.

That day, i went to Simei to collect a phone that send for repair.

Then headed down to visit my Granny for her ID card.

*She even handed me a $5 note and ask me buy food! Hahaa*

So cute (:

Straight after that, i went down to Orchard to meet up with friends.

I bought a belt from Charles and Keith for $19.90.

A gift for my colleague.

Bought a gift card for my cousin at $40.

Everything nowadays are so expensive.

Headed down to Eunos after that. And eat steamboat until stomach full...

Around 9.oopm, i left Eunos and head to Pasir Ris.

Went to cousin chalet and celebrated his 21th birthday.

Around 11.oopm, we left that place.

My GuGu and her husband send us back home!

Alright, that's the end for 6January2012.

On 7January2012, it's a Saturday.

Woke up in the late morning, tweet and use facebook.

After that, headed to Interchange.

A long day for me also.

Today felt so discourage.

Maybe, somehow i should stop being so funny.

Actually I didn't even trying to be funny.

I just want to be me. Yes, just me.

I don't really care how people look at me, as long as i live a happy life.

I feel like crying when the moment something is said.

It's like the "okei lorh" feeling.

I just stun there sitting and looking else where. I don't even know what to say.

I shouldn't be so caring even to stay after everything.

I should just go home and sleep.

Sometimes, I don't know why I'm doing all these things,

when nobody really appreciate.

Prove to me that you really care.

Friends from everywhere is all the same. No difference.

I saw it myself. With my own eyes.

Even family sometimes also the same.

I'm not particularly saying certain people.

If you read this and get offended, click on the red 'x' at the right hand corner.

I trying hard to change every situation.

But somehow when a person cries, she will always win.

People will see me as a mean sister.

Talk to me with respect if you want me to respect you.

I'm so upset even if i had stayed for a long time.

2012-01-05T22:30:00.004+08:00

My second post of the year! Yipee! (:

Today is 5 January 2012, 10:45PM

My shoes had broken finally...

I thought it will be good for at least 1 year plus..

But it gave up on me :(

Once was my beloved pair of shoe...

And it became like this....

Feel so sad... But today, i bought a new pair of shoe!

Same design but it's white in colour xD

If i happen to wear, i will surely post it (:

Went to school this morning,

Result not very good.

I'M SUPER NOT SATISFIED WITH MY RESULT!

SHYYYTTTTT..................

After that, i headed down to Bugis.

Had my late lunch/early dinner.

One of my favourite food!

LAKSA! *Loves*

somemore the price is $3.70~!

*CHEAPandNICE*

Then, i headed home later on.

I thought my family will come down to Bugis,

In the end, they doesn't want to come.

Haiyoh...

So i headed home and went to eat dinner with my family.

Nice food too ! (:

2012-01-04T23:55:00.002+08:00

I feel so long never blog liao :x

So lazy... Hahahaa :b

2011 was not a great year for me.

But i enjoy that year.

Time pass so fast and it's 2012.

What do i want to achieve this year.

Hmm, actually, i not very sure.

I just want to earn more money

and my result to do well.

3Jan2012 is when my school start.

Had my first result back.

It's a Fail.

feel so sad when lecturer read it out.

Haiz, i don't care how people look at me.

I had put in a lot of effort in studying.

But every time when i get back my result,

it's either a fail or just pass.

Those score well ones are not important modules.

Hope i can really score well this year.

I want to aim for GPA 2.4

Seems difficult. haiyo.

# STUDY HARDER #

2011-12-03T00:30:00.002+08:00

Maybe it's really just me. Yes, only me and myself.

I don't care what's the world think of me. I just want to be me.

It's the feeling of getting away from everyone. Yes, every single one.

What ever thing that i want to buy or have,

it's really difficult. Money spend on others and not myself.

Spend on things that is not really used by me.

Treat others that just want to bless them.

I just tired of doing things for people that doesn't appreciate much.

Why is she jealous seeing me having a new phone.

I had used the old phone for almost a year.

I wanting to change to iphone4 long ago.

and now she come and say so much thing to change my mum thinking?

Is this fair to me? Argh, forget it. Always so bias towards her.

i'm always another familiar stranger in this house.

I cried for two nights already. And yarh, today is the third.

Who knows what i'm thinking actually.

Those who know the story kept telling me to change.

But the truth is that, i just want what i want.

Is it too overboard?

Asking myself how long more must i wait to get a phone.

1 more year? wait till i graduate?

or even wait till i have earn enough money and then move out to live?

Is that what they want? I don't know. And maybe it is what they all want.

Exam coming, and how i wish i don't want to take the exam.

Who else cares? I just jolly well fail everything.

And drop out from school.

Just take my o level cert and go out find rubbish work to do.

No one really cares and no one really bother.

I'm sick and tired of putting on another face in front of everybody.

Trying to please them one by one, and even enough to care if they are hurt or not.

2011-10-31T01:25:00.002+08:00

Sorry readers, too lazy to update.

yup, recently went to lots of places and took a lots of photographs.

Busy with homeworks and stuff -..-

Thanks all for always making my blog alive ~

Much appreciated.

Love you all lotttssssss~

It's late now, going to bed soon.

Have a good rest everyone! [:

2011-10-09T20:07:00.006+08:00

Since the last time that I've blog, is quite a long time ago. Recently, very busy at work and some other activities. Was trying to earn enough money and make my first $1000 in my bank! I hope that's my motivation for working. Now I'm listening to Britney Spears' song. Title is 'Everytime'. The song quite meaningful for me as there are things going through in my mind. I'm like repeating the song again and again. Hmm, I lost my IPod Shuffle. So sad, but then I felt peace in my heart. I dunno why. But it give me a feeling that it will come back to me. But I just dunno when. It's my birthday present. My drawing pencils and everything is inside. The pouch/pencil case is a gift from Janelle when I was Secondary Two. It's a very important gift to me. I regret taking it out of my bag. Haiz, no point complaining everything here. But i believe in God that some kind soul will return the pouch to the Pass Office or the Customer Service counter. I never lose those important things before. By the way, I've uploaded some of the past pictures.

Went to study with LiXin to teach her Maths as she have examinations on the following day. Although we study for One and a half hour, but it's a fruitful day. Went to eat Mini Steamboat after that! It's only $5 including rice! Super worth it! And I like the chicken soup. Shall go there again some other time. Those who want to try out, it is at SINGAPORE's hawker center.

BLK 538, Bedok North Street 3 S(460538)

Went to work the next day and was busy earning money before school starts. I hope this month's salary will be over $300! I pray that blessing will come everywhere. I hope that there will be blessing from God to me! I need breakthrough!

Went to Eighteen Chef with Clique. Ate student meal there. Everytime went there to eat sure will feel full. Haha. Recently I like to eat so much. FOOD MAKES ME FAT STILL. Had a great time with them. Although only me, Pris, Chunhau and Hanwei went, we still had a rolling good time. Hope the rest will come and meet up with us soon before the anniversary.

It's in SINGAPORE again!

EastPoint, Simei Mrt, Near POSB and GongCha there.

This is the new Bubble Tea where Me and Joey went to at Far East Plaza. It's called Ding Tea as shown in the picture. The drink quite nice, not bad. But they sold out of Hokkaido Milk Tea. Joey din manage to drink that, quite sad though, cannot try the taste whether is nice or not. Hmmm, But it's a fruitful trip too! I bought a seaweed snack from the Korean Supermarket for around Two dollars. It's at basement of Far East Plaza.

I'm a camwhore! That's why we take picture in the toilet! See this toilet so high class! We went to the hotel where is near Far East Plaza, Haha! Inside is very pretty and nice larh! I hope one day i also can live in so good place in other country. SAVE UP FIRST! It's all about the MONEY!

This is a super random picture. I dunno why I was doing then, Haha. Maybe I was thinking about the curly writing of the word. THE GOOD LIFE

I was playing the game "Scissors Paper Stone" with the girl that I have known at the playground. Her name is Sara. She have a baby sister. Very cute indeed! After that, i know another kid called Benny. He's quite smart. He shared his Animal Kaiser with us and taught me how to play it. After Benny went off, i made another two friends! hahahaha!

Me, Yanching and the small boy. Yes! He's a BOY! It's because he doesn't want to cut his hair. That's why look like a girl! Haha!

See the size of the small boy, so cute larh! Hahaha!

This is the boy's brother, he got a good looking face! HANDSOME!

This is a random view from Bedok Bus Interchange! :D

2011-09-08T02:36:00.002+08:00

Feel like blogging recently. haha,

My laptop's bluetooth had spoil.

Cant seems to receive anything from my phone.

Oh well, wait till i earn enough money then i'll buy new ones [:

Thursday 7Sept2011

I dream of him.

Yea, but I have got no idea why.

Humm.. It's a funny dream though,

How i wish i could ask him that instant.

Woke up at 2pm in the noon.

Felt that half of my day are gone.

watch drama and text people.

That's what i usually do. haha,

After that, went to eat my brunch.

NASI LEMAK <3 Q YUAN QI

There's a new KOI outlet opened in Bedok !

Took bus 26 and reached ToaPayoh.

Went to help out in elderly event.

Quite cool, Although have nothing to talk,

but we still can talk crap. [:

Hope can do more of these things in the future.

Are those people in my chatbox real? o.o

2011-09-02T00:24:00.003+08:00

I wonder what i can do in my life.

I have a desire to learn things. But why don't you support me?

In Secondary school, i want to join uniform group, you listened to my sisters and ask me to join Guzheng.

This is not i want in my life.

I admit i'm not good at studying. But i want to have a skill in doing what i like.

I don't even know what am i work for when i can't even use my money to buy the things that i like.

Study not the course i like, doing the things that i don't want to.

Photography is another thing i like, but who truly know.

All you only know is saying me crazy. Ask me can it earn money or not.

Is money so important than interest and hobby?

Can i really do the things that i like?

Seeing people earn their own money and spend their own money, makes me wonder.

If only she can work and pay for the house bills, and whatever i spend or use, i can pay for myself.

My bills, travelling fees, daily expenses and stuff.

My sisters should pay for their own things also.

At least i got earn rather than staying at home do nothing.

I know what i'm doing and i know what i'm thinking.

2011-08-29T00:50:00.002+08:00

今天，不管我做什么，都会想到你。

I told God that i want to let go of you.

Today, now and forever.

不管多难，我一定要坚持到底。

因为，我已经想很清楚了。

这是我的秘密，没有人知道。

It's just between God and me.

nobody else.

God is a good Listener, a good Adviser and a good Father ! <3

TYJ ILY !

2011-08-03T01:06:00.002+08:00

眼泪不停的滴下。

突然，

心里感到很害怕，很迷失。

不想跟任何人说。

读书，是为了自己。

让将来的日子好过。

做工，把自己弄得一团乱，

来满意别人。

朋友，有几个是真心的。

有时候，

帮了别人解决问题却帮不了自己。

往往自己想东西，

会越想越多。

我有时真的想选择相信。

可是我不能。

没用的我。

2011-07-28T22:36:00.000+08:00

真的很想跟别人一样。

自己赚，自己还。

跟别人一样，自己存。

我已经十八岁了，

也该自己管自己的东西。

可是，为什么还酱子。

要买东西还要跟朋友借现，

然后等到有钱时才还。

不喜欢酱的日子。

我长大了。

为什么还是。。。

每天，看人家都可以自己买自己要的。

多羡慕。

唉。。。

2011-07-21T22:32:00.002+08:00

一个人的时候，真的很好。

吹吹大海的冷风，好爽啊~

好久没这样了。

走到哪里，都会想到你。

为什么呢？

你跟其他人不同。

可是给的感觉都一样。

和我跟好的人不是离开了就是没联络了。

为什么呢？

2011-07-11T21:01:00.001+08:00

I MISS YOU .

2011-05-31T00:03:00.001+08:00

It's over - Jesse McCartney

Feel like giving up sometimes, but, i din.

2011-05-27T23:56:00.002+08:00

i also want to have a new phone. Whenever i see people use IPhone blackberry etc, i become very sad, i look at my phone and stare. another year to go with this lousy phone. i want a new phone. when i work, money is not mine, i cant buy anything i wan, i wan shoes, clothes, bags, accessories, and everything, but it's always "i want" but not "i have". my friend work, they can spend their own money. but for me, i work and the money in the bank, waiting for 60 year old then take out? then i rather put in CPF better. i wan everything but all is a dream. i also want to go oversea, but do i get the chance? go with friend, cannot. go with school, expensive. go alone, also cannot. TELL ME WHAT TO DO!

Do you think that i want to use people phone de, it's because i got nothing to say and just want to anti social abit. nobody saying anything, that's why i use facebook, if i got data plan, i wont bother to use other people phone, i have a sony ericsson, lousy ones, somemore without cover. who wish to use that for a year, i think only me.

MY LIFE SUX.

2011-05-27T23:45:00.002+08:00

I feel so sad now, i need a book to write about my feelings one day. I begin to hate everything now. Yes, including myself. Why things are happening to me this way? i feel like crying and pour out everything that is in my heart. Small and big things, all kept in my heart, close and confidential. i choose not to say out. So terrible, but who understand, every time when they are sad, i was there to encourage and also to cheer them up. but when i was sad, who knows. who is willing to lend a listening ears, who to trust and who not to trust. feel so terrible now. i dun wish to say out everything, because i still cherish the friendship between us. this is not the first time that eu hurt my heart deeply. Every word eu said, craved in my heart. negatively. i remembered every single word eu said. i was there to help eu out, to build up the atmosphere. but i feel that you are just taking me for granted. D':

2011-05-15T18:33:00.002+08:00

今天，本来开开心心的。

真的。

就是很多事情烦着我。

然我很沮丧。

如果真的有一天，我不在了。

会不会有人感觉得到我的存在。

还是我会听到你们说: "喂! 为什么没有做这个/那个"之类的东西?

还是会不会有人责备我？

我真的好想像吴克群唱的"没关系"酱。

可是，我就是我。就是做不到。

心理很多很多事放不下。

各人有各人的烦恼。

讲出了只是会让彼此觉得尴尬。

这又何必呢?

我每天上网，就会看别人的生活有生么大大小小的事情。

可能他们需要的只是一点的支持或安慰等。

或是和大家分享喜悦。

酱也会被讲是上网玩得太过火。

你知道吗，通常网上的人比认识的人还要的好。

认识久了，得到的会是

背叛、失落...

有时候被得罪了都会说算了吧。

其实，我对人的每一句话都很敏感。

最亲的人也不例外..

我的表情上虽然看到的是 :D

可是私底下又是 :'(

每次帮了人，会有人真心的说声"谢谢"吗?

2011-05-12T01:56:00.004+08:00

今天很伤心，一整天都囧囧的。

上课迟到，功课有多。

很烦啊~

很想大哭一场~

明天又是闷得一天，

多么希望不用管那么多。

今天才终于领悟什么是所谓的“朋友”

当你一个人的时候，我帮了你。

可是当我有事的时候，又有谁在?

今天全部终于崩溃了。

18岁就烦恼多多，

接下来，该怎么办。

我怕我将来会开始抽烟，喝酒等等。

会开始做很多坏事

我将会变成坏人。

一个人的时候，

总会胡思乱想。

想很多东西。

为什么一切都不能由我控制。

做了工，钱又不属于我。

唉~

崩溃~~~~~~

2011-03-31T21:57:00.002+08:00

Recently, work work work and work.

Haha, finding time to relax myself as much as possible.

Many things to do recent;y.

Feel abit sad and stressed up. Heh,

I feel like Taylor Swift song is to me. c:

You Belong With Me.

Super love it very much C:

That's all. Sweet and short :D

2011-03-12T23:01:00.002+08:00

Someone today in service told me

that God ask me to be brave. It is

said in

Psalm 3:3

But You, O Lord, are a shield for me,

My glory and the One who lifts up my head

I prayed hard to God in my heart

that, put someone in my life that

can have genuine friendship and i

could sow a seed in their life. Many

times, i heard that people rejecting

me when i invite them. Is it really

so hard for me to bring them to

HIM? I pray for greater faith in my

heart and also hope that i can

commit myself to get to communicate

more to Father C:

2011-03-12T22:31:00.002+08:00

There is times when i really want to give up.

But i told God that i will not give up. I will have faith.

Faith in my heart.

I feel very sad and confused that sometimes,

it's hard for me to do it. I feel like crying today.

Totally cannot control.

But i told myself to hold on. Continue to hang on.

Sometimes it's very difficult.

Everything started to change recently.

It's not that i dun wan to hear the truth.

It's because i afraid that i could not accept it.

2011-03-08T18:48:00.002+08:00

Hello Guys! xD

I am back again! :D

Thinking many things today C:

Went to Bugis with Pris, Han & his cousin.

Fun day but nothing to do though :x

It's ought to be a dakkii's outing.

But... Haiz, i have nothing to say.

Went to Serene's house

found out this cool lantern!

最近吃很多热的食物

脸上长出很多豆豆

怎样才能清除呢

唉~ 头痛hor~

2011-03-04T11:46:00.000+08:00

My homemade porridge from my mum *Loves*

2011-03-01T14:27:00.007+08:00

This is the third bible i received.

So bless C:

1st bible : NIV - Janelle C:

2nd bible : NKJV - Joanna C:

3rd bible : NLT - Cindy C:

Thanks! I am so bless! xD

Good Morning everybody!

This is my breakfast cum lunch!

BIG MAC! *loves*\

PS : That is not beer. It is Green tea. ^^

I love this picture~ Super nice! c:

Few days ago, went to aunt house.

Then on the way, the weather is...

Hahaha xD

Like going rain like that D:

My shoes~ Love this pic! xD

Studying for maths at TP C:

Going out with ChunXi soon!

Going bathe first!

BYE BYE!

Come back then blog! xD

2011-02-28T21:48:00.000+08:00

Finally changed blogskin!

我很满意这个skin! xD

2011-02-28T00:34:00.002+08:00

26February2011

Today is the last service i attend at expo. It was GREAT! C:

Presence of God is very strong! C:

Blk 85 to fellowship afterwards. C:

27February2011

Woke up at 7.30am in the morning C:

Went to buy milk tea at 531 C:

headed to expo after that C:

Serve in Children Church C:

Was great! C:

After that, packed up after service C:

Prepare to move to SUNTEC! C:

Here we come! C:

NICE! C:

Chat with shadai just now C:

Now going to sleep lerh! C:

So late already C:

2011-02-26T23:33:00.000+08:00

I got no much to blog :D

and yarh! i got WEIBO! Add me! XD

2011-02-18T00:24:00.002+08:00

Hey, I back to blog!

Swee larh!

Like i left this blog dead x.x

Recently, quite busy with a lot of things!

Haha, as eu can see, i am a very busy person

*ACT*

Haha, recently, just stayed at home studied lorh,

Nothing much, and i also got went out larh!

Just realised that so many humans liked my status in facebook~

Haha c:

The reason why i keep my blog private.

It is because, recently,

there is people viewing my blog and promoting things.

Feel so insecure.

If you want to view can larh, but dun promote larh!

As if i will buy like that. LOL!

All like 乱七八糟 de advertisement. :c

*Double-dislike~*

I welcome those who wants to read larh, but then..

HAHA! :b

Lalala, I so bored now.

Awaiting for 5 more days.

And.. IT IS THE DAY!

By then, i think i should complete what i should studied.

Blah Blah Blah and Blah.

WHY MANUFACTURING ENGINEERING!?

WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY AND WHY!?

In fact, i also dunno :x HAHA

看着办吧~ XD

FINALLY, I SIGN IN TO GMAIL AFTER 2 YEARS!

Wakakakakkakaa~ POWER!

Chatting randomly with Dajie. LOL!

And oh yeah. I dunno wad to write liao!

Dakkii's 2nd anniversary is a success!

Excepts for some idiots who din turn up!

BYE~ XD

The Lord knows our faults, weaknesses, strengths, fears, and greatest potential, all before he ever asks us to move. He has already taken those things into account. Today I'm inspired by the immediate obedience of Joshua when the Lord asked Him to do the impossible. Trust HIM. - Don Moen

2011-02-17T23:59:00.002+08:00

These are those overdue photos that i didnt have the time to post! xD

Eu all know that i am a very busy person marh! Come on, xD

\^o^/ This is a special gift from Adeline!

Thanks so much girl! haha xD

She bought this from KOREA sia!

I must cherish this and i pasted on my

EZLINK-CARD! c:

Random zi-lian picture.

My name is Lim Zi Lian ==

Went to Bugis with Ah lei lei,

and bought something for out mortal! xD

Me trying to put dajie into the picture.

And she managed to "siam"

The auntie also wants to 抢镜头~ HAHA~

2011-02-14T01:20:00.002+08:00

Hello! I left this blog dead.

Went to Bugis and had steamboat with dakkii clique.

Had a fun and enjoyable day with them!

LOVE DIE THEM .

2011-02-06T00:19:00.002+08:00

我想跟大家说声对不起，
之前得罪的那些朋友，
我也想说声sorry!
我很想哭，但是哭不出来。
哭对我来说已经是麻木了。

2011-02-05T23:53:00.002+08:00

这是第三百零五个post了,
我的心很乱。
那个感觉很真,
可是,
我真的不知道。
真真假假。
夜深了,有时候,
真的应该静下心来，
想自己做的东西
想未来,想很多东西。
很烦,很烦。
也许谁也不能理解我的感受,
只有上帝能。
只有他才能。

2011-02-05T23:51:00.000+08:00

一切都是假的,
我恨你。

2011-02-03T02:46:00.002+08:00

Hello! I just want to apologize to everyone.

These few days, i reflected.

I think my temper is out of control nowadays.

So, i think i need more patience.

By the way, Happy Chinese New Year to eu!

RABBIT! C:

2011-01-31T01:16:00.002+08:00

We chiong so much and what about eu!

We stayed up late at night to choing the stupid work!

Stressed up!

I seriously cannot tahan already!

We have limit and we are HUMANS!

Not ROBOTS!

So get this right!

Everybody had a part in this stupid work.

So, be automatic.

Dun give us all the shit work and get the points!

It's just like we are just your working tool and not friends!

This is our work, so each one of us should take a part!

Even if eu see this and affect i know it will affect our friendship,

i dun mind cus right from the start of this sem, eu already make use of us.

I feel like exploding everything out right on your face!

ARGH!

eu had change alot, dun eu think so.

2011-01-31T00:22:00.000+08:00

Haiz, I dunno wad I want to do now! :x

心情：魂不守舍

2011-01-24T00:02:00.001+08:00

开始想他了

心情：烦，讨厌。

2011-01-23T23:36:00.002+08:00

23Jan2011

Today oh today..

Although it was not really a nice sunday..

Haiz.. Everything I do is not good enough.

Actually, i quite very tired. feel like giving up.

but, i know that He does not give me up.

Recently, my heart is screaming in the inside.

everytime, when people ask me do something,

but if i felt that i din done quite well. i feel like crying.

the feeling is.. like sad la..

today, i really feel like going to somewhere,

where i can stay alone..

just me and God

i wan to tell him everything.

everything including the small thing that i had i my life.

Morning, went to serve in children church,

everything was great.

but, i think i had done something wrong.

i did not do well enough.

Afternoon, traveled down to Somerset to meet people.

on the way,

i keep thinking of what i had done wrong in my life.

it's just me and God knows.

Only God can understand me what i had gone through.

Evening, went to Bedok Point to meet people.

only few of us gather together.

a bit sad though,

cus, i believe it's the last few times we can be together.

not like those few days,

where we can still sit together and joke all day long.

what had happened. haiz.

Finished my prototype not long ago.

and it's now almost 12.ooam

一天到晚吵吵吵

只是开灯罢了

也要跟我吵

回来就叫我抹冰厨

累了一阵天

连凉都还没冲

只是想玩下电脑罢了

也要吵

还随时随刻"突击检查"

不相信我真的在做功课

就坐在我旁边啦

做姐妹做到酱子

姐妹就是应该互相信任

而不是一直骂

我承认我有错

声音也很大声

可是

错的不知是我一个

开口先的又是谁

2011-01-21T01:26:00.001+08:00

Die le...

i not in the very good mood to blog nowadays :c

haiz...

recently many things happen...

really cannot cope so much things at once...

I lift all my problems upon God and letting God handle everything for me C:

Cheers ^^

2011-01-12T20:23:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was a not a very happy day..

I feel sad..

Why do I have a friend like that..

Haiz..

Yesterday when travelling on the train,

When I close my eyes, tears kept rolling down..

I KEEP ASKING MYSELF WHY~ :C

After school i traveled to Habourfront to meet Joey and Sheilee.

Had McDonald's with them.

Had McChicken and was satisfied.

My mood was okei already by then..

Then i told them wad had happened.

Haiz..

After that, They went back to work..

I traveled all the way to clementi..

Waited dajie for 1 hour.. LOL~

We then traveled to JP and meet Matthew.

LOL~ After that stany came..

We played monopoly deal there..

HAHAHA~

Nice uh~

After a few hours of hanging out with real friends,

my heart softens.. I thank God that i had them in my life.

I also sad at the same time when God put some of the fake friends..

Haiz..

2011-01-02T20:55:00.008+08:00

These are the outdated post that i save in blogger.

Now I'm going to post it out~ ^^

*30December2010

Kia Hiang Restaurant

Zone Appreciation C:

That Night was awesome!

The best night ever!

I appreciate all of them very much!

The photos that we took and the rest are in Facebook ^^

The Story of the Stitch! C:

Me and the Great Woman! C:

Hahaha! This is me!

Awarded the servant-hood award

Nervous c:

Stitch C:

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*31December2010

Orchard Rd

Last day of 2010...

That day is the end of 2010.

Very memorable day~

Went to Joanna's flea market on that day.

Everything was great. It's really HOT there~

HAHA~ I cant imagine how she can tahan the heat~

Good Job Joanna! C:

Photos that I took that day! ^^

Very nice effect! C: Love it! Thanks ah lei lei!

Ah lei lei shot this when i din know she took :x

But at least not unglam! ^^

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Me and Ah Lei Lei at Center point.

Zi-lian-ing~ hahahhaa~

But this picture so cute la! C:

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*1January2011

Service, Far East Plaza

The first service of 2011

Great service preached by Pastor Kong!

Great service indeed! C:

After service, few of us went to fellowship

Most of them need to go off early as they have something on.

Ah fei, Ah lei lei, Ah lay lay and me went to orchard.

walk walk see see look look~

but at least we went out together! ^^

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2011-01-01T23:19:00.001+08:00

Happy New Year! C:

2010-12-27T21:52:00.005+08:00

Hello. HAHA~

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!

IMBACK AFTER A FEW DAYS!

IM so Happy sia!

Received alotttt of Christmas gifts!

Thanks so much for the gifts!

Really appreciate alot! C:

This is from Ruth! A Coin-pouch! C:

This is from Joey! BBcream! C:

This is from Perri! A shoes-keychain! C:

All the gifts! C:C:C:

This is from Cindy! A card! C:

This is from Joanna! A short! C:

This is from Zhen! Sticky-sweeeeeeet!! C:

This is from Joanna! Self-made CHOCOLATE! C:

This is from a guy from Cass Cellgroup! C:

A packet full of candies! C:

This is from Kim Dong Hyun! A card made in Korea! C:

2010-12-23T01:06:00.005+08:00

Que Sera, Sera, Whatever will be, will be...

Hello readers!

I dun even think there is any readers. HAHA~

Oh well~

Today went to Bedok Point with Cheryl.

So sad that we din celebrate her birthday.

It's alright. We will celebrate with her another day(:

Afterwards, I travelled down to meet Chye Yen.

Serve in Children Church and tadang~ HAHA~

Serve as usher~ So cool sia~ First time guard door.

It is not an easy job though. HAHA~

On the train home, I kept thinking of what my mum say.

NEED TO FIND JOB!! :C Haiz..

Then, I think back..

Went to Poly until now, I becoming more and more lazy.

WHY LIKE THAT! I DUN LIKE IT! I WANT MY OLD SELF LARHZ!

Zzz... Quite irritating though. HAHA~

I want to try out watson lehz~ LOL~

Cus the time like very flexible like that (:

Okie larhz~ I hope I dun get scoldings often..

I pray hard that I can control my temper..

Dun let me complain everytime :x

2010-12-21T00:17:00.001+08:00

Was so full of anger just now.

Haiz! why on earth i have this kind of ______!! :C

Everything also want to complain.

Even i chit chat with my friend,

also want to make noise about it!!

I tried to ignore eu many times!

and eu keep coming and disturb me!

WHY! TELL ME WHY!

God put eu in my life to cherish!

but, why eu making everything upside down!

Even if I wanted to forgive also very hard!

Many times i told God that i need a forgiving heart.

But can I really forget what eu have done!?

I wish i got a life camera and capture all the things eu done.

and let eu see whether something is not really right

I wish I can change my temper and character!

I want to love eu, but sometimes it is just so difficult.

easy to say and hard to do.

I thought to myself what Cindy had told me.

If Jesus is in my house, would He treat her like that?

If not, I have to search my heart and forgive her.

2010-12-15T22:12:00.003+08:00

HAHA!

I'M BACK~

NOW WATCHING A VERY NICE SHOW!

囧探查过界~!

IS A VERY VERY NICE NICE SHOW!

OKIE OKIE!

I GOING TO WATCH LIAO!

STUDY VERY SOON! HAHA!

I WILL STUDY ONE!!

BELIEVE!

JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!

WOOHOO!

2010-12-05T07:32:00.002+08:00

I want to blog awhile first before i go to expo~ (:

Yesterday BiaoJie they all come down bedok,

we din went to meet them.

cus the meeting timing is also very weird :x

In the end, we went to fellowship with our cell group(:

Yesterday, LaySim also joined us.

Had a enjoyable service with Pst. Phil.

YwY

After service, we went to Dhoby Ghuat and eat.

XIN WANG HONG KONG CAFE~

wow wow wow~

eat so expensive but the food is also okie only :c

actually, last time i went to orchard and eat,

i dun really like their food~ HAHA~ Shh...

they should really improve in their service and stuff(:

HAHA~ LOL~

after that, some of us went back home, and some,

went to tau huay shop~ HOHOHO~

Of course I'm the one went to tau huay shop larhz~

hahahaa~~ we played MONOPOLY DEAL in the shop.

i cant eat the tau huay and stuff.

cus... i in great pain... haiz... IWANTFOOD~ :C

reached home, msged XuanFei and then watch the

chou xing chi show. it is to be called a horror show,

budden, turn out to be comedy~ HAHA~

okie~ i going out soon lerhz~ BYE :B

2010-12-04T11:15:00.002+08:00

Hello~

Juust wokee upp n haad Aa weirrdd Dreeamm..

Dreamm thad goot Aa unncclee veeryy weirrdd..

askk mee tto ddo Aa joob thad paay mee wwell

tthe joob iis tto sccore disstinnctionn foor exxam.

ii chhuaa tiio annd inn thee ennd, ii rann aawayy..

soo sccarry ssiiaa..

tthenn ii dreamm ii saww erricc andd allso myy

ppriimarry scchooll friiendd.. iis Aa girrll larhzzz..

theey weeree witth thee weirdd unnclee..

soo... theey askked mee tooo signn Aa dunnoo

whad contracttt... theenn. ii wroote myy hsee addd..

soo... ssiannn... thhenn keppttt runnnininngng...

then i wake up in shock..

nightmares! D:

Diary/Bl0gger :x

2010-11-29T00:09:00.000+08:00

Today, went to Malaysia with Yanching and her family.

We went to a place called Pengarang.

I forgot wad we do ald :x PS: *see pictures*

Okie okie~

Firstly, I woke up at 4.30am and slept 12am plus last night.

It's was really sleepy in the morning as it is raining too.

After bathing and stuff, the time is so early!

I went to 531 de coffeeshop and have a hot drink. HAHA :D

Of course! it is none other than TEH! LOL!

Went to take bus 225 and headed to Bedok Bus Interchange.

Then transferred to bus 9 and reached Yanching's place.

I went to sit down at her house downstair de void deck.

There was one old ah ma there.

She very power sia! Woke up so early and sit downstair. HAHA!

Later on, there is one uncle apporached me.

*Yan And HKW called him pi-le-file?*

It is a weird kind of addressing people! -_-

After that, followed by many other people come.

So many Aunties and Uncles. HAHA~!

We all wait for super long and went up to the bus.

The bus is comfortable and "nice-to-sleep". HAHAHA :D

At least nicer than Singapore de right :D NO BUS STOPS.

Reached Checkpoint and stuff. COMING IN AND OUT :C

The 7 eleven is also quite interesting :D HAHA!

First Stop:

Din Sam Hong Kong<港式手工点心>,

Actually, I dun really like the food and the Teh Peng :c

Is like mixed with water and is BITTER :C

Thanks Uncle and Auntie for the treat :D

Some of the people serving us is not very kind ones :x

They show attitude D:

Second Stop:

A random "MAMA-SHOP",

Brought something at least :D

CUTTLEFISH :B HAHA! LOVE(:

Third Stop:

Jusco Shopping Center

Brought a bag for LiJun and there is nothing for us to shop!

I wanna buy something for some people, budden,

No suitable ones and also very expensive lehz :c

And LiJun de bag is also not very cheap hor :x

Fourth Stop:

;

We went to a "zhu chao" place to eat!

NICE FOOD! BIG FISH BIG MEAT! HAHA!!

Fifth Stop:

We went to a temple place.

Then I take pictures of the flowers~ HAHA!

Beautiful Flowers~ :D

We went to orstrich park also.

Budden, we din went in, just stayed outside and watch :D

HAHA~ LOL~ *Nobody wants to waste money marhz*

Sixth Stop:

Actually, I forgot where we went. HAHA~

I think the Sixth stop is the dinner bah! HAHA!

This meal also got BIG FISH BIG MEAT~ LOVES~

And blah blah blah``

The Males went in to the Ladies instead of the Gents ==

Seventh Stop:

WENT TO SEE FIREFLIES~! WOOHOO~!

DAMN EXCITED! HAHA~! SEE, ALL MY LETTERS IS CAPS.

HAHAHAHA!!

ACTUALLY, I LOVES FIREFLIES. BUT I DUN DARE TO TOUCH.

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH~ SIIAO ==

HOME SWEET HOME,

Loves.

The trip to Malaysia...

2010-11-28T22:37:00.009+08:00

The Ticket.

The Bus.

The View.

JB.

Traffic Jam.

The old times 7-eleven.

The DimSum shop.

DimSum Shop.

Haiz, will this happen to them?

The dunno famous in wad shop.

Bus stop or taxi stand?

View outside Jusco.

Sales at Jusco.

See the Chirstmas tree :D

LUNCH :B

Selling things.

Flowers.

Flower.

The bus.

The Flowers.

Duck?

Two ducks

Ducks! C:

我的这一天就酱子过去了...

2010-11-24T18:53:00.002+08:00

今天迟起床
迟到迟到还是迟到
没有我所谓的ｍｏｔｉｖａｔｉｏｎ
哎~

为什么我越来越懒惰ｌｉａｏ~
天啊~

到了教室
才知道昨天
老师说今天的第一节有小考
整个人愣住了~
才知道老师把考试改到下星期
好采好采~

下课后
麻烦刁力叫我数学
好难做啊~要死了~
谢谢你
有些不会做明天就要交了
嘻嘻~管它的~

坐在食堂等人来~
ｊａｒｅｎ & ａｎｇｉｅ
两位大人物

等时间过
本来已经做好生日卡了
突然之间就说不约了
哎~ 花了那么多的时间

等啊等~
等到5.oopm左右
临一个本来说要约的
也....

哎~
浪费了那么多的时间
我可以利用这些时间回家睡觉的
以后早点通知就好了嘛
哎~
我的五个小时~
天啊~

累，困，无奈。

我的这一天

2010-11-22T11:15:00.002+08:00

哎...

今天不是很好的一天
早上睡不起
8.30am才起床
是累的咯

到了楼下的咖啡店
点了一杯饮料
就上了巴士
《人挤人，挤死人》
巴士的位子很小
哎...

然后很快地走到地铁
地铁来的时候
很多人争先恐后地挤了进去
是闲的咯

人挤人的感觉真不好受
尤其是那些流满身汗的人
哎...

不是命苦，是倒霉

到了学校
同学没通知我课已经取消
然后就傻傻的站在那里想
为什么酱子呢~
哎...

就跟我一个朋友到食堂里发呆
等着时间慢慢的过....

隔壁有个男生
吃着日本餐
香味扑鼻
弄到我肚子很饿
哎...

我只是在发牢骚
别理我
我没有地方可以写
所以就麻烦我的部落阁
哎...

很想把《哎》变成《爱》
可是...
今天够倒霉的咯
倒霉到江~

啦啦啦啦啦~
好闷哦~

2010-11-17T21:42:00.004+08:00

Hello everybody!! :D
I lazy to blog nowadays..
haha~ trying my very best already~

Last posting on 9/11/2010..
Which is last Tuesday~

10 Nov -Went to Yang's hse after sch :x
11 Nov -Happy birthday WESMOND!
12 Nov -Cell Group Meeting C:
13 Nov -Service and BS , Heart-Attack night :D
14 Nov -Ministry, Ministry class (:
15 Nov -Movie night with N282 ~Loves~
* Legend of the Guardian Owl *
16 Nov -Meeting at Tiong (:
17 Nov -Stayed at home :x No where to go...

Bye~ CAFE WORLD TIME! ~Heart~

Perri 17th Birthday! C:

2010-11-09T22:10:00.003+08:00

Happy 17th Birthday to Perri Tan Ming Xuan~
Hahahaha~
I turning eighteen soon liao :x

Today went to school as usual.
Woke up at 6.45am~
Rush until very "chuan"
Reached school at about 8.10am
Haiz, at first got praised for being a role model.
But then after that,
due to a step i have done wrong,
got a little scolding.
But after that,
雨过天晴~

After school, which is about 2pm.
Went home and rest for awhile.
Meet Yanching and Sheilee at inter.
Went to Bangawansolo buy a cake for Perri.
Then we headed down to Simei.

People were late but everything went alright~
Keep scolding Chunhau cus he is always 欠骂..
LOL~!

Went to Eighteen Chef and wait for them.
When they reached,
we ordered Baked Rice and Pasta~
The cake is not Halah~
So, we cannot eat there :C

After our main meals,
we went to a near-by void deck
to celebrate Perri's birthday.
We sang a Birthday song for her.
Take photo and stuff ^^

After which, we went to EastPoint and shop.
brought something at least. hahaah~

Take photo and stuff again ~ Hehez~
That's all ~ *o*

Thank you for taking time to read this~ ^^

SiYi signing off ^^

2010-11-06T23:25:00.002+08:00

Today is the 6 of Nov...

Recently, nothing really special...

2nov-Forgot wad i have done on that day :x
3nov-Meet Joanna and visit the kids :D
Visit Ah Ma at hospital(conflict with ah yi-s ) D:
4nov-Had CellGroupMeeting :D
5nov-SteamBoat at Zhen's house :D
Outing with Dakkiiians :D
6nov-Bible Study and Service with Pst Phil Pringle :D

and..
i think that's all..
going sleep soon because tomorrow i am serving :D

外婆住院了...

2010-11-01T22:45:00.002+08:00

今天去了医院看外婆
插了很多针
医生护士们都在帮她
很多台机器
大家都在ICU外面
等待着消息

好久没看到外婆了
今天觉得她瘦了下来
憔悴了很多
昨晚我们祈祷着
希望神可以减轻她的痛苦
让她通过危险区
今天终于动完手术
安全地度过难关
PRAISE THE LORD!

2010-10-26T22:07:00.003+08:00

2010-10-21T22:52:00.002+08:00

Today reached school at 8am
tired D:
i want more sleep larhz :D
then have many lectures and tutorials
8.ooam-5.oopm
the timing so long uh~ :C
then at school, many funny things happened.
LOL! laughing all the while~
After school, went home to rest
then went to inter to eat with family
ordered wrong food which i dun like D:
then went to study with DaJie~
ordered cappuccino - $3.50
worth it! :D cus the pattern makes my day :D

2010-10-20T22:26:00.003+08:00

DAMN IT!
ANGRY NOW!
What is the thing that makes me angry?
Eu also want to know right!
Okie! I tell eu!
The story goes like that...

At around 7pm,
she came back home.
LiJun is sleeping.
I am using comp and drawing stuff.
She opens the gates and sing loudly, :
"Li Jun~ WAKE UP! Faster wake up then sleep"
Then LiJun says: "Eu put at the kitchen first~! Later i eat."
She then went to LiJun's room and off the fan.
WHAT KIND OF SISTER IS THIS!
Why she always act like that! Bo song si bo! ==
After that, LiJun walk out to the living room.
Then LiJun say:"Why eu always like that? Need to shout the mehz?"
Then she on the TV and watch the 美差事，苦差事 show.
After LiJun eat half-way,
She go to her room and conference.
She then shout very loudly:"你的饭还没有吃完!"
LiJun:"I go talk with my friends first"
She then make the irritating sound that she always make.
For 20 minutes during LiJun conference,
She can walk in and out of her room,
Just to interrupt LiJun.
Then purposely bang the door very loudly.
When she walk out of the room,
She must stomp her feet
Like thousands of buffalo just passing through my house.
Vibrations and sound can be heard.
Wander if my friends' families got siblings like that or not.
Second thing is that just now when Cheryl called me,
She also must purposely switch on the music very loud.
Then is like very very very irritating sia! 幼稚的人~
Of course, i tried my best to ignore her. Super hate it.
After that, when LiJun finish her conference,
She come out to the living room and give her the irritated-face
Me and her is using laptop and nobody is watching television,
So LiJun requested to off the television and I agree with her to off it.
I pushed the button then..
Then here comes her voice again: "OI! 我要看的hor! 开hor!"
I ignored her. then she off the fan. ==
Retard reaction ==
Just then, Cindy called me and chit-chat.
She then purposely on the music very loud~
Is the stupid "waka-waka" music ==
then she sing loudly along with it.
See! where got this type of sister! *tu*
The comment i posted on facebook,
She also want kapo abit. ==
Then went she wants to sleep,
She open up LiJun's door, and bang very loudly.
Just to express her anger ==
After that, she stay in our room and talk on phone~ ==

家家有本难念的经
这句话始终是对的

我告诉我自己
我有一颗很大的宽容心~!

2010-10-18T00:23:00.002+08:00

明天开学咯~
仿佛好久没看到他们了! 哈哈~
个个都有奇怪的样子? 嘻嘻~
期待第一天上学~ 可是...
星期一是最迟放的! 天啊~
明天12点的课~ 呵呵~
明天的事明天做
坏习惯哦~

一切都是好的~ 恩恩! 加油加油!

不完美的完美
才算是最完美

最近很忙~
也不懂在忙什么
就是酱子~ 哈哈~

傻呆昨晚跟我聊了一会儿~ 嘻嘻~
晚了，我也该去睡了
晚安了各位~!　:D

2010-10-17T00:57:00.002+08:00

今天，到教堂去
然后到堂哥的生日派对
玩了一整天
也疲倦了

好久没跟傻呆聊了
是不是因为有女朋友的关系呢
还是忙呢
应该两个都有
恭喜恭喜~
哈哈

看到几个熟悉的面孔
虽然有点陌生
可是还是好的
嘻嘻

通常调皮捣蛋的我
虽然偶尔然人觉得讨厌
可是这时我的性格
我也不知道

到
底
要
不
要
改
呢

也许我是时候
该改变我自己

2010-10-15T23:52:00.002+08:00

今晚，天上只有一颗星星
月亮离星星不远
闷~

今天，心情很不好
不知道为什么
今天早上
在家里看戏
打扫家里

傍晚去了小组
在人海茫茫的地铁里
人挤人"挤"死人
郁闷~
遇到几个变态变态的人
Eeeyyyyeeeerrrrr!! D:

到了文礼
依然人挤人
迟到半个钟
哦的天~

真的很糟
不说了
闷~

2010-10-11T21:27:00.002+08:00

-=单身公主=-
女主角很美
两个男主角都很帅
幸运星还有丧门星
一个温柔体贴
另一个每次在困难之中解救
最后会选谁呢? (:
纪凡还是方先生? ^^

2010-10-11T16:39:00.000+08:00

lalala~

2010-09-26T23:41:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday DaJie!! :D
well, went to serve in the morning.
then dismiss late.
traveled down to bugis to meet Joey and Kelvin.
was late abt 30mins~
they were queuing for KOI
haha~
but i having "KOI-FAST" ==
haha~ and so, went to shop
shop for dajie de present~
hahaha~
after tons of walking,
we saw a bag very nice~
buy~!!!
after that, Joey went to her friend house.
me and Kel went to find bus stop ==
walking in wrong direction
then got sweat a lot some more
finding for the bus 48!
in the end found it, still need to wait lo``
wait abt 20mins, the bus came.
haha~ LOL!
then somemore we reached early~
upon reaching, we slack and chat.
the time was 3pm plus~
then we slowly walked to MCD~
brought food and stuff~
then went back BBQ and stuff again~
haahaha~
meet people and cliques~
Yan, Pris, Chua, Wei and Jimi went there~
But Yan de stomach pain ==?
eat wrong things bah~ LOL~
then cut cakes and stuff.
PICTURES and more~ LOL~
Fun, but sticky~
I want to eat sticky now sia ==
haven bathe yet~
going bathe le~ Nights~ :D

2010-09-23T22:51:00.004+08:00

19September2010, Sunday
OMTian~
this is the day when me, Yan and CCH
go Marina Bay Sand work~
TOUGH WORK!! D:
although the pay quite attractive, but NO!
we reached there at 2pm plus,
then wait wait wait and wait....
4.20pm plus then real start.
work work work till 1am
then we rush for the free bus to Yan hse there..
had green tea and coca cola~
NICE SIA!
First time drink till so shiok~ :D
then reached home abt 3am~
BAD JOB!!

20September2010, Monday
meet Yan and CCH go orchard get pay!
PAY DAY! $59.50
and on the way there,
we saw something and someone which disappoint us!
D:
WHY! WHY! WHY EU MUST DO THAT!! @_@

21September2010, Tuesday
me, Yan and CCH went to buy ingredients for the cake.
actually we plan to go CCH hse bake cake.
but Yan say she need to go see her ahma!
== she bluff us ==

22September2010, Wednesday
MID-AUTUMN FESTIVAL!
meet CCH in the morning to buy something.
then take bus go Yang hse.
bake cake and talk crap~

23September2010, Thursday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ERIC!
met Yang, Yan, CCH, Perri and Eric
went to eat swensen :D
then go purchase movie tickets.
i din watch larhz!
cus i going meet family.
then at home eat and watch shows~ LOL!
okie larhz~ GONG XIN JI and GONG ZHU JIA DAO~
hahaha :D

2010-09-22T00:17:00.002+08:00

Haha! this blog is dead for a few days~
LOL! not purposely one de~
cus... i lazy to update larhz! D:
haha! i going sleep soon (:
公主嫁到 is really nice! :D
^^想你咯！晚安！

2010-09-18T02:00:00.000+08:00

当我需要你的时候，你又在哪里?

2010-09-18T01:31:00.002+08:00

每次讲话时，就会把话题讲到信仰
说不赢就说难听的话来刺激我
谁说自己不能有自己的信仰
你可以信你的
可是你不能阻止我信什么呀!
我又没有做出伤天害理的事情!
所以，我是有权利来决定我自己的信仰!

mid autumn festival

2010-09-18T01:19:00.003+08:00

今天去了裕花园庆祝中秋
虽然那里的摆设没什么特别
可是都玩得很开心
玩了烟花，灯笼，蜡烛，等东西
玩了一整天也累了。。。
昨天没跟傻呆聊到几句
因为他忙着搬家的事情
累了一整天
我也累了。呵呵。
今天他没上线
可能已经睡了吧
家里还没装网线
因为刚搬家的关系
所以会特别少上网
唔，就这样子。

2010-09-17T00:05:00.002+08:00

今天，跟朋友到乌节逛街
在那里花了太多钱了
吃完晚餐和买了东西后
就回家了
昨天跟傻呆聊很久
今天因为搬家所以累了
早点休息吧!
我也差不多了
晚安! ^^

2010-09-14T23:45:00.002+08:00

看到过去自己写的东西
生活的点点滴滴
让自己好过些

今天真的玩得很开心!
好久没那么疯了

等你上线等到要睡着了啦!
" H X B " ^^

晚安各位! ^^

2010-09-12T23:52:00.002+08:00

今天，听DJ说不要为了他而活不下去
这句话蛮有道理的
要学会放开
周围的人，有时让我想起了他
难道都成了他的代替品?
希望不是这样
加油师宜!!

2010-09-12T22:41:00.002+08:00

was totally pissed up today.
i dun feel like writing down here!

To the stupid weird uncle:
我们玩我们的!
又没有弄到你!
吵什么吵!
很想骂你脏话!
不是我们顶着你的路
而是你肥大的身材顶到我们!
你妒忌我们有朋友是吗?!
WBD! 你是uncle又怎样?
很大咩?!
你的样子就像动物园的Orang Utan!
我们喜欢推彼此又关你屁事?!
回家啦!　出来只会让你自己尴尬!
Push somemore? 我呸!
如果我会武功,早就把你粉身碎骨!
不要以为你很大酱!
去吃1000000x大便!
把它们塞进你的臭嘴!
我呸!

写你在这里简直是破坏我的部落阁!

2010-09-12T00:33:00.005+08:00

KOI cafe for a few days~
I should stop already~

Queuing at B4...
while nothing to do,
I randomly take photo~
LiJun and WenWen~

W531 and N282 BBQ~
The fire like fireflies~ :D

Happy birthday to PRISCILLIA~
had really fun and siiao day with Dakkiiians~
watched movie and i was not feeling well.
BBQ BBQ BBQ again~ LOL~
But the food is nice^^
I LOVE MARSHMALLOW

2010-09-11T00:32:00.003+08:00

10/9/2010
Happy birthday to HANWEI!
Happy Hari Raya too~!

早上起来和傻呆聊了一下~
这礼拜因为是马来人的节日
所以不用上班~ 好耶~

4.oopm 去了Pasir Ris
朋友都在那里~
BBQ~ BBQ~ BBQ~
其实，我的病还没好
可是我就是喜欢吃
我承认我贪吃nah~
傻呆和我妈要我喝多点水~
然后在那里也没吃很多~
呆到10.oopm左右，就回家了~

那晚，你看我的眼神
似乎有话想说
可是始终说不清是什么

2010-09-07T11:59:00.003+08:00

呵呵~
今天起来上facebook
开心死了!
hahahahaha~

这几天，都在跟傻呆聊天~
“你说会好吗” ==
他也差不多要生病了
可以写华文当然开心啦！
容易跟你沟通嘛！
不用一直让你猜我在说什么嘛~ 笨蛋！

等下要根yanching&CCH去吃lunch~
hohohohohohohohohohohohoho~

2010-09-06T23:59:00.004+08:00

有时候玩笑开太大, 很容易伤害身边人.
最近回想起来, 觉得伤害过的人很多.
HAIZ..

两天没跟傻呆聊了，
感觉怪怪的.
呵呵~
好闷啊 ~

这几天都到外面读书去
考试到了
比我想像中的更加难勒~
HAIZ..

"哈哈～加油咯!!"

2010-09-05T01:13:00.002+08:00

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2010-09-05T00:59:00.002+08:00

waliao!
Yesterday spend my whole night do the farewell card!
and wasted my time and sleep!
and now, eu treat me like that!
if i know, i would never do it for eu!
stupid idiot!
kindly help eu and eu give me this attitude!
eat shit la! !@#$%^&^%$#

2010-09-04T01:05:00.003+08:00

2September2010
This day is the most unforgetable date :D
eu make me smile the whole day.
i felt happiness in my life :D
and i am glad that i have known eu!
ILOVEYOU! (:

2010-09-01T20:45:00.003+08:00

2010-09-01T00:25:00.002+08:00

OKIE OKIE! ^^
hahaha!!
dun care me.
I siiao ald :D
hahaha!!

I am so happy today!
hahahaha!!
LOL !

31AUGUST2010
the last day of august.
time flies so fast!
i cant catch ! ><
Morning woke up
meet Mr HockSoon to STUDY!
then KOI + Old Chang Kee
BUGIS~
then sit outside library to study~

3.oopm went to take train to school!
MATHS EXAM! D:
but okie larhz~ still able to do :D
Indoor Sports Hall ! Zzzz...

after exam, went to Bishan!
Saw Cindy and Sarah~
hahaha!! KOI again C:
Oops.. 2 cup ald :D

then headed to junction 8
brought korea chicken thighs.
makan makan = fat fat
Zzz....

home sweet home..
and wait for SD to online!
LOL!
RANDOM STUFF~

going study again tomorrow~
hope i can get well for EPC! :D
JIAYOUS! +u+u+u~

hahahaha!! :D
i going sleep soon! C:

2010-09-01T00:12:00.003+08:00

以下的画面不适合儿童观看.....

haha! okie okie^^
i admit i was boliao! :D

2010-08-29T23:55:00.003+08:00

Actually, i have a lot of wishes in my heart for my family.

FAMILY = Father And Mother I Love You

1) When i grow up, I want to give my ma a better life,
so that she will not be so tiring.
2) When i grow up, I want to buy a bigger house.
3) When i grow up, I want to buy a car for my family.
4) When i grow up, I want to earn more money.
5) When i grow up, I want to be able to give
more than 500 dollars per month to my ma.

2010-08-29T23:49:00.001+08:00

i feel like drawing ==

2010-08-26T00:57:00.000+08:00

tell me what to do :'(

2010-08-24T10:45:00.001+08:00

Ello..
Yesterday..
Stayed..
At..
Home..
Throughout..
NTH SPECIAL THOUGH..

2010-08-23T14:49:00.001+08:00

多的是，你不知道的事

快乐与新的开始

2010-08-22T02:07:00.001+08:00

还是傻呆最好:D

2010-08-22T01:27:00.001+08:00

wo xiang tong le.... :D

2010-08-21T01:03:00.002+08:00

JIN TIAN SHI 8 YUE 21 HAO.........
JIN TIAN ZHONG YU LAI LE........
ZAO WAN DOU DEI MIAN DUI.....
FAN ZHENG SHI CHI ZAO DE.......
SUO YI YI QIE DOU SHI HAO DE.
BU KE YI NAN GUO.........................

2010-08-21T00:44:00.002+08:00

Today, went to DhobyGhaut to meet Yanching and Chunhau.
Firstly, we went to eat AuntieAnne :D
C H O C O L A T E M I N T :D
Then we headed to eat TAUHUAY plus YOUTIAO!!
hahahaa!! :D
After that, we walk to National Library and slack.
Saw Shahidah and her Sonesh and friends.
Hahahaha! LOL Then went to eat SEAFOOD TOMYAM
Haha XD Although is spicy, but nice :D
Then after that, off we go :D
Went to Saren house at Boonlay
Had PIZZA and SNACKS :D
IPMAN 2!! Nice :X
Haha XD Then home sweet home (:

2010-08-20T00:47:00.003+08:00

四年前跟今天的感受完全不同
同样是我最亲的人
为什么呢?
我想早点习惯你的不存在
(Y)*o*(Y)
还有多几个小时...
虽然依依不舍，最终还是得面对...
我真的能习惯吗?

Cry 0ut L0ud to the morning Dawn(:

心情 ：魂不守舍

心情：烦，讨厌。

Diary/Bl0gger :x

The trip to Malaysia...

我的这一天就酱子过去了...

我的这一天

Perri 17th Birthday! C:

外婆住院了...

mid autumn festival

快乐与新的开始

心情：魂不守舍